I go to bed early, really early. Like 8:00pm. My husband comes up every night around 10:00 and says I barely move when he gets in bed, or worse, I sit up abruptly and scream in night terrors. I fear that between this, and the sex-drive dampening anti-depressants I’ve been assigned, that he will stop wanting to come on upstairs. I believe I have already experienced the worst of the dark funk– and can get “none more black.” I wonder if I could find a way to live well in a non-medicated state, I could go to eleven.
